hocd thoughts feel so real

It's like my libido is gone completely. Forum User. 3) Internalized homophobia is very real. You may find certain things aversive because they threaten your sense of self, even if they are also sexually arousing, or would be sexually arousing if they weren’t so threatening. And it’s gotten to a point where I need to come on here and ask for help. I keep fighting those thoughts. It feels so annoying cause I loved crushing on guys. ... even though it feels like it's just the HOCD showing up. Hey, look at that, another thought. But in HOCD, accepting thoughts, feelings, and sensations may feel like accepting a death sentence. iamstronger. And now whenever I see a cute guy my brain tells me that I am pretending to like them but before HOCD I would be so certain that I liked a guy. Of course, I feel like I'm back to normal and the OCD doesn't feel so real when I accept them as thoughts and I don't let it get to me as much. Join date: Aug 2019. It just so happens that since those related to HOCD induce the most fear and pronounced reaction, they continue to circulate. He came away from the experience feeling assured that he was straight, but he described lingering regret that “(he) was so confused” at the time. You may find that you have other obsessions and compulsions that aren’t related to homosexuality. I dealt with HOCD and I literally feel like I'm becoming a lesbian. Accepting thoughts, feelings, and physical sensations as they are is all mindfulness really means. I'm going to give a quick run down of what my journey of HOCD has been like over the years. After struggling with HOCD thoughts through high school and college, he decided to have a sexual encounter with another man in order to gain some certainty about his sexuality. The thoughts feel so real but then as soon as I start to believe they're real I Homosexual OCD can be … All right then. I will agree to a certain extent that there is a POSSIBILITY IT EXISTS, and am finally glad someone finally came and told that HOCD did not come from Religious Extremists as there are even homosexuals who become intensively obsessed with their orientation, but there is a lack of evidence supporting it and the fact you made an account on this site JUST for the purpose of exposing, so … There's a war going on inside of me and I want it to stop for good, not just a day at a time. Now I feel my attraction is slowly being lost and my sexual identity the person I used to know is gone. HOCD thoughts/feelings feel so real. Hi all, I'm a married 26 yr old male with two great kids 6 & 2. ... and remind yourself of that, and not let intrusive thoughts bother you. Where do I start? why does this hocd feel so real? I have always been attracted to boys and wanted to marry one and have children. 28 August 2019 - 16:40. My HOCD feels so real please help. HOCD is a real killer of your self being. This is the first time I’ve wrote on here. HELP. You may be so anxious about all of these thoughts and feelings, that you don’t know which way is up. Thanks: 0. Homosexual OCD – HOCD Treatment. It is noticing and accepting without judgment. Tommy123. HOCD can feel so real sometimes that I feel like i'm going crazy. Rapid thoughts: People experiencing HOCD often experience other rapid uncontrollable thoughts on a variety of topics. I'm tired of having everything figured out and feeling that relief like it's all going to be okay and then not a day later....meltdown. I’ve been reading these almost everyday though to see what other people are going through. I know I'm not gay but this feels so real. For the last 6 months or so I've been suffering hocd or at least I hope anyway lol . The HOCD thoughts are getting worse and worse, so I think. When I just shrug the thoughts off or just ignore them, they quiet down. Mindfulness Skills and HOCD. 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